Carefree Life...
i had been leading my carefree life for nearly half a year. Time really flies and now without realising it, six months had passed..
Recently, my time had been occupied by a drama name Tian Wai Fei Xian. I was totally obsessed in this show as i could spent more than 12hours sitting in front of my computer watching it. Beside watching drama, i spent the whole morning working and sometimes going for coffee session with my colleagues. At home i had my warcraft team to enjoy the teamwork gaming session. Time seems to be occupied every minutes. I don't feel bored at all. At times, i had my princess chatting to me online or on the phone. Lot of outing had been planned and one of it had succeed. Well, next we shall be going to ..... hmm.. until the day come i shall revealed.
Upon the previous posting, i had been thinking why i can't escape the Ang Mo Kio curse. My first love, Sharon, we had been visiting Amk steamboat frequently. Second girlfriend, Anna, we had been visiting S11 frequently for supper. Now, my princess, we had meet up at that place and this time having dinner at S11 again. While walking towards the 851 bus stop which is opposite Anna's house, i had a conversation with the princess. I told her, walking along this route would let me recalled those memories with my previous gfs. Somemore both of them. Haiz.. well things had been over and i tell her, i had been cursed. Whichever girls i met, most of them can't escape AMK S11.
Similarly like Benjamin, Yishun had been his frequent visiting location. Even his camp located along yishun. Had destiny been predestined?..
Argh.. I regretted cutting my hair so short. The handsome prince become like a innocent boy, a young monk. Nevertheless, i shall keep it long again. Hopefully my manager don't request me to cut it again. I want to look charming. I want to take beautiful pictures with my princess. Memories shall be kept....
A night at Club Momo
The prince and princess disguise their royalty status to commoner dressing and sneaked out of the palace for a happening night....
We met up in the evening and decided to have our dinner at S11 (Amk) . After our dinner, we went to take bus 851 to chinatown as we have to meet up her friends at the mrt station. Upon reaching chinatown, we realise we are 1 hour earlier and i decided to go for a stroll at the chinatown street and eventually stop for a rest at the Mei Shi Jie. We share a bowl of Glutinous Balls with peanuts soup. Happened to see my colleagues and friends there sitting 4 tables behind me. Before we left the place, i went over to say hello to them but they somehow gave me a cheeky looks and strange smile. Perhaps my princess was standing behind me bahz..
After meeting her friends, we proceed to club momo. There wasn't any queue and it seems so quiet outside. We sat at the bar counter there and since it is ladies night, they have unlimited house pours. As for me, i order a glass of vodka lime and chat with the girls. Somehow they are not really a good drinkers. After 4 glasses of vodka sprite, their faces turns red, started to talk nonsense and eventually drag mi out to the dance floor and started dancing crazily.
We ended the night quite early as the next day all of us are working...
Prince and Princess
We shall honour our words. You shall be my princess and i shall be your prince.
An unusual relationship between us.
A couple during special events.
We shared our stories together..
We promised not to abandon each other..
We shall let everyone see how loving and sweet we are..
Let people envy a perfect couple we are..
A story begins with a handsome prince and a beautiful princess date......
People commented you are pretty..
People commented i am suave looking..
Isn't this a perfect matching ..
whOoo.. 3 months over.. A new life reborn !
There are lots of event coming up. I am pin for the day to reach soon. Chalet for our graduating batch of students.. Wee Seng's birthday celebration... Pular Ubin overnight trip.. Gin and lena birthday chalet .. oversea trip .. ktv outing.. movies sessions...such a long list towards the end of the year.
I think i shall not miss all these except for the class gathering chalet.. The week after next i shall start working daily without fail. Money will be rolling in and in .. There shall be no worries on financial currently. Enjoyment are awaiting for me. What a great single life i am leading now. I shall go anywhere i feel like. Mahjong at any time. I am so free ..
I shall enjoy my year before i enlisted. My decision had been made. I shall repeat another year and make a deferment soon...
I smiled..
As usual, i will checked out for update on her blog. Got to know she is attached again but this time the feeling in my heart was so different. I smiled when i saw that words, i felt happy for her to see her getting someone she loves. And finally i understand why people always say when you really love somebody, you will be happy to see her happy again. I did not feel hurt or sad but happiness. I am really glad that this guy do share your burden and sorrow. Hopefully after a long term of thinking through and hunting, you had chosen a better one. This time round, i shall give you my blessing and do remember we are still friend afterall.
Well, today i met up with the spageddies hunks and babes who are wee seng, alvin, gin, lena, ben, seeto and subas. Suppose to have dinner somewhere else but we ended up spageddies. I was early this time round and i seems to be punctual for the recent gathering. Hopefully my punctuality had improved.
Met up with seeto first since he is working until 5pm. I saw groups of unknown staffs sitting at station B but i just went in to join seeto who is sitting together with snoppie and andrew. Me and seeto left when steven came over to give them roll call and i get to know this staff name Sarah who knocked off at the same time as Seeto. Together she accompany us to smoke outside paragon and eventually we accompany her to buy some snack at Mr. Bean. Seeto suggested to go back spags to get some drink and somehow Sarah felt uneasy to go back just for a drink. So i took the initiative to treat her a cup of soya milk. she was so shocked when i past her the drink and asked, " this is for me?" .. Seeto commented , " wah.. touching uh ? .. well exchange number lah" .. Sarah blushed and replied, " ya.. i am quite touched"
As usual my trademark, i give her a smile and walked towards spags.
I used to be a shy person but now.. hmm.. my cousin's spouse commented me as a sweet talker, suave looking guy, gentleman attitude and definitely no lack of girls.. Am i ? I dont agree..
I am still learning to speak the right words at the right time. My temperamental attitude is improving. I'm still learning to accept facts. I am still not a better man. Well i am improving...
Wei Qian is out of my list due to her devotion for her ex bf.
Who shall be the next ? Joycelyn?
Someday i will know the answer. We will often benfit something during the unexpected moments.
You had not been a fool at all !
A relationship consist of love.
A crush consist of friendship.
Who don't have a crush? A crush is an opposite sex that interest us in his or her particular actions or looks. It is somehow a dream person we would like to have. Since it is somehow an illusion that make it a crush, does that worth the anger over it?
I did have a crush on her as she met the criteria of my dream girl but did i ever betray my relationship?
If i did, why would i bother to spend so much effort to get you back? In fact i should have use the opportunity to win her favour over me.
I know i did not do anything wrong so i decide to write it down. I know there are no possibility between me and her but i am not afraid to state it out. Just because she is only a crush of mine. An image i would see during work. A short conversation we chatted purely on our job. Nothing else...
Somebody ask me, do you think a girl who keen to seek for love worth your passion and time?
Well i don't know how to reply but i can only say she is not the girl i yearn for anymore. In fact Wei Qian gain my respect for her perserverance over her broken relationship.
Even though i know chances over me and her seems shaky, i respect her in my own ways. I know what is her feeling as i had been through. Seeing my love one having another party is the worst experiences i had and for twice my relationship, i encountered it.
Seriously i am very disappointed from what you had wrote in your blog.
A crush is always a crush which cannot replace by love !
Just go on with your life. Live through enjoyment. Make a right decision. Wake up from your dream. Nothing is perfect in the beginning, it is the route that you path make it a smooth journey afterall.
I won't blame you for what you said against me but i just want to clarify everything before my last image in your mind turns mosaic.
Opportunity to strike now ?
Michelle, one of the room service full timers comment on my looks. It was 3pm when jimmy my manager is going to conduct briefing as they are waiting for me and guang to come back from our duty. When i come down, i went over to the basin to have a face wash and while i was wipping my face with tissue, michelle shouted out, " Wahz.. Your eyes got so big meh?" .. i was stunned and give her a cheeky smile. She added, " you looks really good without your glasses on and your eyes really can mesmerize a lot of girls. I comment, " haa.. if i can i would have tons of gf le and joycelyn would be mine now.. "
Christopher shouted out, " hey, that day i had lunch with joycelyn and lilin. I asked her how many bouquet of flowers she received and she shook her head. Lilin quickly respond, " ya lor, blame on your "colleague" lahz.. Christopher is somehow abit blur from what lilin said but he got the meaning. Chris," oic.. you mean weeboon never buy you anything uh ? .. INstantly, Joycelyn face blush. From what christopher description, he said her face was really red. And she keep smiling non stop.
Now, Everyone was urging me to go over her as they had certain confident that she is somehow waiting for my approach.
Similarly on that day, Guang told me he said joycelyn outside locker quarrelling with someone else on the phone. It seems like her bf on the phone. He urge me to strike when opportunity comes.
Well, eventually i went over to Deli to look for her. But it was again about our work. I was returning her packets of candles we borrowed last time and she urge me to take it back as they have a lot. But i refused cos we don't need to use it anyway. She added on, " you always take my cake knives and i often had to go Bugis to buy alone as stock take a long time to be deliver."
I feel like replying her that i shall accompany her next time but due to my lack of courage, i return with a smile and walked off.
Haiz.. i am really confused. Wei Qian seems to cant get over with her ex bf. Joycelyn had a bf but their relationship seems shaky. Let nature take it course bahz.. 2 more weeks later on, i shall be working all the way. We shall see what is the outcome. It had been 6 months le since i had a little crush on her even though i had a relationship during that time until now...........
Actually...
Actually i had already planned to order a bouquet of flowers filled with white lilies and yellow roses to get my final redeem from Anna. White lilies and yellow roses resemebled forgiveness and chances.
But when i browse through her blog, i get to know she is seeing somebody else and somehow she had already fallen for him. Well, i once promised i wouldn't step into her life to disturb her anymore, i shall honor to my words.
I shall appreciate this bouquet of flowers myself and time is going to due too. 25th Feb.. 3 months time is up soon..
Feelings for you is still there but will damp off soon..
I hope you will make a good choice and someone reliable.
I regret for my own wrongdoings.
I thanked you for the numerous encouragements.
Thank you for the time spent together.
One last time i shall say this to you
Anna, I Love You.
Thank You For the everything. You shall be in the Long Term Memories of mine.
The background song is specially change for you...
